FOOD:
What is your salad dressing of choice? italian
What is your favorite sit down restaurant? osho's? hm yeah maybe.
What is your favorite fast food restaurant? panera(if that counts as fast food.)
What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? mac n cheese.
What are your pizza toppings of choice? Cheeze.
TECHNOLOGY*
How many televisions are in your house? 5
What color cell phone do you have? red.
BIOLOGY*
Are you right-handed or left-handed? Right
Have you ever had anything removed from your body? nope
What is the last heavy item you lifted? the garbage.
Have you ever been knocked unconscious? Nope.
If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die? No, I don't think so.
If you could change your name, what would you change it to? i have no idea.
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000? probably.
DUMBOLOGY
How many pairs of flip-flops do you own? three
Last time you had a run-in with the cops? When i was with Mackenzie, Kaitlin and Sam. walking the streets at 11.
Last person you talked to? Andrew.
Last person you hugged? My mom.
FAVORITOLOGY*
Season? Fall.
Holiday? Halloween.
Day of the week? I always seem to have good Fridays.
CURRENTOLOGY*
Missing someone? Sure
Mood? Content. Happy.
What are you listening to? The television.
Watching? E News.
Worrying about? Nothing.
RANDOMOLOGY*
First place you went this morning? Bathroom
What's the last movie you saw? a nightmare on elms street?
Do you smile often? quite often.
MEOLOGY*
Do you always answer your phone? When i want to.
It’s four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it? Sam? haha
If you could change your eye color what would it be? Green!
What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? wait...what?
Do you own a digital camera? Yes.
Have you ever had a pet fish? Yes!
What's on your wish list for your birthday? Who knows.
Can you do pushups? Maybe a couple.
Can you do a chin up? One.
Does the future make you more nervous or excited? Both!
Do you have any saved texts? quite a few!
Ever been in a car wreck? No
Do you have an accent? No.
What is the last song to make you cry? Oh goodness, Nineteen Again In Grand Central Station.
When was the last time you cried? the other night.
Plans tonight? decorate the tree!
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? I'm sure I've at some point felt like I have, but I've never actually hit rock bottom.
Name 3 things you bought yesterday? iced tea, chips, and that's it,
Have you ever been given roses? yeah!
Current hate right now? I don't hate.
Met someone who changed your life? Yes
How did you bring in the New Year? with family and friends and dancing
What song represents you? i have NO idea
Name three people who might complete this? no one
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? ehhhh nah
Have you ever dated anyone longer than a year? no.
Does anyone love you? I'd like to think so.
Would you be a pirate? ar
What songs do you sing in the shower? taylor swift songs
Ever had someone sing to you? To me and me only? no.
Do you like to cuddle? YES MOTHER FUCKING YES
Have you held hands with anyone today? actually yeah but not really
Who was the last person you took a picture of? my delicious peppermint bark yum
What kind of music did you listen to in elementary? aaron carter, nsync
Are most of the friends in your life new or old? Newish
Do you like pulpy orange juice? no
What is something your friends make fun of you for? bein' a pussy
Have you ever ridden on an camel? YES
When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? WHO KNOWS
What were you doing 12 AM last night? Dreaming.
What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? GAGHHHHH
Friday, December 10, 2010
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
What’s one of your locked text messages?
"someone is blasting the autotune bed intruder song outside my classroom right now..thought i'd tell you" - guy
Who was the last person you slept in the same bed with?
julie
Would you be mad if your best friend dated the person you liked?
sure
Is anyone over-protective of you?
mom!
Do you know anyone named Joshua?
yes
What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
sleepin
When’s the next time you’ll see your friends?
friday
Last time you laughed super hard? And why?
last night, people at concerts are hilarious.
Do you find smoking unattractive?
smoking weed is insanely unattractive.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
doubt it.
Think back to September, were you in a relationship?
no.
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
who is calling me right now
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with an M?
yeah
What about a K?
nope
What do you currently hear right now?
tay swift
Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
too much
Who was your last text from?
mackenzie
What time did you go to sleep last night?
1
When was the last time you had starbucks?
yesterday
Do you believe ex’s can be friends?
absolutely
Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
soon would be nice, but i'm doubtful
If someone called you a bitch would you be offended?
there's no reason they should call me a bitch. so whatever
Ever had a boy best friend?
yeah
Meet anybody new this week?
nah
Any upcoming events you’re excited about?
thanksgiving!
Does anyone hate you?
nah, i don't think so.
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
nope!
Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?
yes!
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
absolutely.
Is it possible to be single and happy?
yeah
Are you jealous of someone right now?
sure
Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
female
Has anyone ever hung up on you?
sam hangs up on my all the time by accident. so yes.
Where is the last person you kissed?
dinner, maybe.
Do you find piercings attractive?
depends.
Is it cute when someone calls you baby?
depends on the person.
Have you ever made out with the last boy/girl you texted?
oh noo
Do you fall for people easily?
yes
Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
sober
Want someone back in your life?
a few
Missing someone you shouldn’t be?
hah yeah
Where will you be 12 hours from now?
asleep
Have you kissed someone more than 20 times in ‘10?
yeah
Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for?
never fell that hard for anyone, sadly.
Which movie did you last see in theater?
due date
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
a few things, not too big.
Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
sure!
Who’s thinking about you right now?
no one.
Are you keeping a secret right now?
i've got a few
What is your current annoyance?
no boyz for me
Are you easily scared by horror movies?
yes but i love it
Does someone like you right now?
i wish
Are you friends with any of your ex boyfriend/girlfriends?
most of em
Are you a risk taker?
i try to be haaa
Are you anyone’s first love?
i think...
What was your worst mistake in your life?
being a bitch and not being true to myself.
What’s something you really want right now?
a qt to come cuddle and drink starbucks with me
Have you ever woken up next to someone and were freaked out?
nope
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with the letter A?
nope
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
either my dad or one of my brothers
Plans for tomorrow?
thanksgiving!
Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing?
sure have
Is the last person you hugged older than you?
my mommy! yes
Have you ever cried during a movie?
oh sure
Are you comfortable with your height?
it's okay
Who is sitting next to you?
no one
Do you have a bad temper?
sometimes
Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
i really do not care
Are you easily amused?
absolutely hehe
Do you miss someone?
yeaaah
Are you doing anything tonight?
nothing at all
Who else is in the room with you
dead people
Do you think you will be married in 5 years?
naaah
Do you watch MTV anymore?
yes
How do you feel about your hair?
never cooperates with me
Do you sleep with a fan on?
everynight
What is bothering you?
my braces.
Were you happy when you woke up?
i was ok
When someone says “we need to talk,” what runs through your mind?
oh fuck
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
all the time
If you could go back 8 months and change something would you?
sure
Do you drink coffee?
yeaaah
When is your birthday?
october 10
Ever made someone cry?
i don't think so
Did you sleep in past noon today?
nah
Is this year the best year of your life?
i think so
"someone is blasting the autotune bed intruder song outside my classroom right now..thought i'd tell you" - guy
Who was the last person you slept in the same bed with?
julie
Would you be mad if your best friend dated the person you liked?
sure
Is anyone over-protective of you?
mom!
Do you know anyone named Joshua?
yes
What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
sleepin
When’s the next time you’ll see your friends?
friday
Last time you laughed super hard? And why?
last night, people at concerts are hilarious.
Do you find smoking unattractive?
smoking weed is insanely unattractive.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
doubt it.
Think back to September, were you in a relationship?
no.
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
who is calling me right now
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with an M?
yeah
What about a K?
nope
What do you currently hear right now?
tay swift
Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
too much
Who was your last text from?
mackenzie
What time did you go to sleep last night?
1
When was the last time you had starbucks?
yesterday
Do you believe ex’s can be friends?
absolutely
Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
soon would be nice, but i'm doubtful
If someone called you a bitch would you be offended?
there's no reason they should call me a bitch. so whatever
Ever had a boy best friend?
yeah
Meet anybody new this week?
nah
Any upcoming events you’re excited about?
thanksgiving!
Does anyone hate you?
nah, i don't think so.
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
nope!
Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?
yes!
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
absolutely.
Is it possible to be single and happy?
yeah
Are you jealous of someone right now?
sure
Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
female
Has anyone ever hung up on you?
sam hangs up on my all the time by accident. so yes.
Where is the last person you kissed?
dinner, maybe.
Do you find piercings attractive?
depends.
Is it cute when someone calls you baby?
depends on the person.
Have you ever made out with the last boy/girl you texted?
oh noo
Do you fall for people easily?
yes
Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
sober
Want someone back in your life?
a few
Missing someone you shouldn’t be?
hah yeah
Where will you be 12 hours from now?
asleep
Have you kissed someone more than 20 times in ‘10?
yeah
Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for?
never fell that hard for anyone, sadly.
Which movie did you last see in theater?
due date
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
a few things, not too big.
Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
sure!
Who’s thinking about you right now?
no one.
Are you keeping a secret right now?
i've got a few
What is your current annoyance?
no boyz for me
Are you easily scared by horror movies?
yes but i love it
Does someone like you right now?
i wish
Are you friends with any of your ex boyfriend/girlfriends?
most of em
Are you a risk taker?
i try to be haaa
Are you anyone’s first love?
i think...
What was your worst mistake in your life?
being a bitch and not being true to myself.
What’s something you really want right now?
a qt to come cuddle and drink starbucks with me
Have you ever woken up next to someone and were freaked out?
nope
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with the letter A?
nope
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
either my dad or one of my brothers
Plans for tomorrow?
thanksgiving!
Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing?
sure have
Is the last person you hugged older than you?
my mommy! yes
Have you ever cried during a movie?
oh sure
Are you comfortable with your height?
it's okay
Who is sitting next to you?
no one
Do you have a bad temper?
sometimes
Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
i really do not care
Are you easily amused?
absolutely hehe
Do you miss someone?
yeaaah
Are you doing anything tonight?
nothing at all
Who else is in the room with you
dead people
Do you think you will be married in 5 years?
naaah
Do you watch MTV anymore?
yes
How do you feel about your hair?
never cooperates with me
Do you sleep with a fan on?
everynight
What is bothering you?
my braces.
Were you happy when you woke up?
i was ok
When someone says “we need to talk,” what runs through your mind?
oh fuck
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
all the time
If you could go back 8 months and change something would you?
sure
Do you drink coffee?
yeaaah
When is your birthday?
october 10
Ever made someone cry?
i don't think so
Did you sleep in past noon today?
nah
Is this year the best year of your life?
i think so
Monday, November 15, 2010
Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
yeah
Is there someone you don’t ever want to be out of your life?
yeah a few people
Are you easily scared by horror/thriller films?
i guess so, but i like them.
Could you date someone taller than you?
yes, i want to
Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you ?
sure
Are you taller than your mom?
nope
Favorite fruit?
peaches
Next time you will kiss someone?
who knows.
Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
both
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J, or R?
yes
Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
yeah
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
sure
What were you doing at 9 this morning?
school.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
tumblin
Honestly, who was the last person to make you smile?
my mom and dad
Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
haha oh yeah
Do you cry a lot? Have you recently?
sometimes, yeah
What was on your mind mostly today?
alot
How many kids do you want to have?
who knows.
What’s the last thing you drank?
water
Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
nope
How’s your hair looking?
pretty good
Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
everyone is confusing.
If you would die today would your life be complete?
no.
Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
yeah, just not spelled the same
Is your life anything like it was a year ago?
i guess.
Is your heart broken right now?
no
Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
yeah
Have you ever been hit on through text message?
ohyeah
Is there someone you will never forget?
a lot of people
Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?
sure
Do you have an accent reflecting your background?
nope
Was/is your high school soccer team any good ?
they're pretty good i believe
Who was the first person you told about your first kiss?
mackenzie, because she was standing right there and probably saw it.
Do you think your ex still likes you?
no.
How long have you been at your current job?
jobless
Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you and meant it?
no.
Ever seen your crush kissing another person?
maybe a past crush, but nothing notable that i can think of
Something funny happen lately?
oh yessss
Have you ever injected a drug?
never
When was the last time you saw your father?
a few minutes ago
Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
school.
Do you eat healthy?
i try sometimes.
Does your password have to do with a boy/girl?
no
Is there someone you can’t stop thinking about?
yeah
Have you cried this week at all?
not yet
Are you a cuddler?
love to cuddle
Will you be in a relationship 4 months from NOW?
i hope.
Ever had a sleepover with the opposite sex?
no.
Are you mean?
i don't think so.
Would you date someone who drinks?
yeah sure
Were you single over summer?
yeah
Are you comfortable with your height?
yes maam
Is your room ever clean?
yeah but at the moment it's not looking too nice.
Has anyone said they loved you today?
mommy!
Would you marry for money?
no never ever
How many people did you had feelings for in 2009?
i don’t know
Do you believe that love lasts forever?
i guess
Last movie you watched?
harry potter
Do you like fruity or minty gum?
minty
If somebody liked you, would you want them to tell you?
of course
Is anything bothering you?
not currently
What time in your life would you like to put on repeat forever?
nothing really yet haha
Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
yeah
Do you honestly hate anyone?
no
Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them?
yeah
Are you a shy person?
i can be in certain situations
Did you have a good day today?
wasn’t anything special but wasn’t really bad
Would you rather have long or short hair?
long!
Are you an aunt or uncle?
nope
Have you kissed the last person you texted?
nahh
Where’s your phone right now?
right next to me
Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
sure
Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
noo.
yeah
Is there someone you don’t ever want to be out of your life?
yeah a few people
Are you easily scared by horror/thriller films?
i guess so, but i like them.
Could you date someone taller than you?
yes, i want to
Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you ?
sure
Are you taller than your mom?
nope
Favorite fruit?
peaches
Next time you will kiss someone?
who knows.
Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
both
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J, or R?
yes
Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
yeah
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
sure
What were you doing at 9 this morning?
school.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
tumblin
Honestly, who was the last person to make you smile?
my mom and dad
Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
haha oh yeah
Do you cry a lot? Have you recently?
sometimes, yeah
What was on your mind mostly today?
alot
How many kids do you want to have?
who knows.
What’s the last thing you drank?
water
Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
nope
How’s your hair looking?
pretty good
Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
everyone is confusing.
If you would die today would your life be complete?
no.
Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
yeah, just not spelled the same
Is your life anything like it was a year ago?
i guess.
Is your heart broken right now?
no
Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
yeah
Have you ever been hit on through text message?
ohyeah
Is there someone you will never forget?
a lot of people
Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?
sure
Do you have an accent reflecting your background?
nope
Was/is your high school soccer team any good ?
they're pretty good i believe
Who was the first person you told about your first kiss?
mackenzie, because she was standing right there and probably saw it.
Do you think your ex still likes you?
no.
How long have you been at your current job?
jobless
Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you and meant it?
no.
Ever seen your crush kissing another person?
maybe a past crush, but nothing notable that i can think of
Something funny happen lately?
oh yessss
Have you ever injected a drug?
never
When was the last time you saw your father?
a few minutes ago
Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
school.
Do you eat healthy?
i try sometimes.
Does your password have to do with a boy/girl?
no
Is there someone you can’t stop thinking about?
yeah
Have you cried this week at all?
not yet
Are you a cuddler?
love to cuddle
Will you be in a relationship 4 months from NOW?
i hope.
Ever had a sleepover with the opposite sex?
no.
Are you mean?
i don't think so.
Would you date someone who drinks?
yeah sure
Were you single over summer?
yeah
Are you comfortable with your height?
yes maam
Is your room ever clean?
yeah but at the moment it's not looking too nice.
Has anyone said they loved you today?
mommy!
Would you marry for money?
no never ever
How many people did you had feelings for in 2009?
i don’t know
Do you believe that love lasts forever?
i guess
Last movie you watched?
harry potter
Do you like fruity or minty gum?
minty
If somebody liked you, would you want them to tell you?
of course
Is anything bothering you?
not currently
What time in your life would you like to put on repeat forever?
nothing really yet haha
Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
yeah
Do you honestly hate anyone?
no
Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them?
yeah
Are you a shy person?
i can be in certain situations
Did you have a good day today?
wasn’t anything special but wasn’t really bad
Would you rather have long or short hair?
long!
Are you an aunt or uncle?
nope
Have you kissed the last person you texted?
nahh
Where’s your phone right now?
right next to me
Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
sure
Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
noo.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
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1. First thing you wash in the shower? hair, always
2. What color is your favorite hoodie? grey, it's actually mackenzies, oh well.
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? no.
4.Do you plan outfits? sometimes.
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? tired.
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? hoodie, which is on my body.
7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? aim
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? aruba, i woke up on the ground so confused.
9. Did you meet anybody new today? no.
10. What are you craving right now? coffee
11. Do you floss? nope
12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? irish
13. When was the last time you talked on aim? i have no clue.
14. Are you emotional? i can be, i sooooo can be.
15. Would you dance to the taco song? sure.
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000? probably not.
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? lick
18. Do you like your hair? sometimes,
19. Do you like yourself? sometimes
20. Have you ever met a celebrity? sure
21. Do you like cottage cheese? no
22. What are you listening to right now? the avett brothers
23. How many countries have you visited? 2.
24. Are your parents strict? not really, no.
25. Would you go sky diving? yes.
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? sure!
27. Would you throw potatoes at him? nah
28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in? nope
29. Have you ever been in a castle? i don't think so
30. Do you rent movies often? yeah
31. Who sits in behind you in your math class? last year it was briana.
32. Have you made a prank phone call? yeah
33. Do you own a gun? no.
34. Can you count backwards from 74? yeah
35. Who are you going to be with tonight? lone wolf
36. Brown or white eggs? white
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic? yeah
38. Ever been on a train? yeah
39. Ever been in love? no
40. Do you have a cell-phone? yesm
41. Are you too forgiving? no.
42. Do you use chap stick? yusss and i need some right now.
43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow? theres multiple, who knows.
44. Can you use chop sticks? i can try
45. Ever have cream puffs? yeah!
46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? no!
47. What was the last question you asked? can we get ice cream?
48. What was the last CD you bought? hahah no clue
49. Boys or girls? boyz
50. What is your bus number for school? 5suminsumin
51. Is your hair curly? wavy
52. Last time you cried? the other day
53. Ever walked into a wall? sure
54. Do looks matter? to some extent
55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun? yeah
56. Have you ever slapped someone? harr yes
57. Favorite time of the year? AUTUMN
58. Favorite color? teal seafoam light green
59. Are you sarcastic? sometimes
60. Do you have any tattoos? not yet.
61. The last person you held hands with? kaitlin? haha one of da bitties
62. Do you sleep with the TV on? yeah, with the sleep times.
63. Where was your default picture taken at? kaitlins house?
64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? dislike, yes.
65. Do you like your life right now? it's eh
66. How often do you talk on the phone? hardly ever because i hate it.
67. What is your favorite animal? wolf
68. What was the most recent thing you bought? a cupcake!
69. Do you have good vision? yeah boyyyyy
70. Can you hula hoop? im bad :(
71. Could you ever forgive a cheater? depends, i guess yeah
72. Do you have a job? soon hopefully, adams here i come
73. Can you handle the truth? sure can
74. What are you wearing? shorts, flaming lips tee and a hoodie
75. Have you ever crawled through a window? ha yes
2. What color is your favorite hoodie? grey, it's actually mackenzies, oh well.
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? no.
4.Do you plan outfits? sometimes.
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? tired.
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? hoodie, which is on my body.
7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? aim
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? aruba, i woke up on the ground so confused.
9. Did you meet anybody new today? no.
10. What are you craving right now? coffee
11. Do you floss? nope
12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? irish
13. When was the last time you talked on aim? i have no clue.
14. Are you emotional? i can be, i sooooo can be.
15. Would you dance to the taco song? sure.
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000? probably not.
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? lick
18. Do you like your hair? sometimes,
19. Do you like yourself? sometimes
20. Have you ever met a celebrity? sure
21. Do you like cottage cheese? no
22. What are you listening to right now? the avett brothers
23. How many countries have you visited? 2.
24. Are your parents strict? not really, no.
25. Would you go sky diving? yes.
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? sure!
27. Would you throw potatoes at him? nah
28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in? nope
29. Have you ever been in a castle? i don't think so
30. Do you rent movies often? yeah
31. Who sits in behind you in your math class? last year it was briana.
32. Have you made a prank phone call? yeah
33. Do you own a gun? no.
34. Can you count backwards from 74? yeah
35. Who are you going to be with tonight? lone wolf
36. Brown or white eggs? white
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic? yeah
38. Ever been on a train? yeah
39. Ever been in love? no
40. Do you have a cell-phone? yesm
41. Are you too forgiving? no.
42. Do you use chap stick? yusss and i need some right now.
43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow? theres multiple, who knows.
44. Can you use chop sticks? i can try
45. Ever have cream puffs? yeah!
46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? no!
47. What was the last question you asked? can we get ice cream?
48. What was the last CD you bought? hahah no clue
49. Boys or girls? boyz
50. What is your bus number for school? 5suminsumin
51. Is your hair curly? wavy
52. Last time you cried? the other day
53. Ever walked into a wall? sure
54. Do looks matter? to some extent
55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun? yeah
56. Have you ever slapped someone? harr yes
57. Favorite time of the year? AUTUMN
58. Favorite color? teal seafoam light green
59. Are you sarcastic? sometimes
60. Do you have any tattoos? not yet.
61. The last person you held hands with? kaitlin? haha one of da bitties
62. Do you sleep with the TV on? yeah, with the sleep times.
63. Where was your default picture taken at? kaitlins house?
64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? dislike, yes.
65. Do you like your life right now? it's eh
66. How often do you talk on the phone? hardly ever because i hate it.
67. What is your favorite animal? wolf
68. What was the most recent thing you bought? a cupcake!
69. Do you have good vision? yeah boyyyyy
70. Can you hula hoop? im bad :(
71. Could you ever forgive a cheater? depends, i guess yeah
72. Do you have a job? soon hopefully, adams here i come
73. Can you handle the truth? sure can
74. What are you wearing? shorts, flaming lips tee and a hoodie
75. Have you ever crawled through a window? ha yes
Friday, July 30, 2010
Tell me about the last time you had sex.
i can't because it hasn't happened.
When was your last cigarette?
january
Is anyone ignoring you right now?
no.
Have you ever kissed someone named Paul or Luke?
Nope.
Do you have a bestfriend?
i have quite a few
Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
yeah
Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
future
Do you look like your mom or your dad?
dad
How long does it take you in the shower?
usually a while because my showers are usually late at night when no one can interrupt or yell at me to get out
What movie do you want to see right now?
eat pray love
Do you own a camera phone?
yeah
Who was the last person that told you they love you?
mom.
How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
who knows.
What do you wear to sleep?
tshirt and shorts
Are you easy to get along with?
yeah i think
What is your favorite time of day?
golden hour
Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
no.
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
nono
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Nooo
What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
fuze, black & green tea
Are you mad at anyone?
no.
What are you listening too?
brackett, wi by bon iver
What was the highlight of your day?
making earrings and jewelry
Last place you went besides your house?
stop and shop
Kissed anyone with the name starting with an A, T, D, S, J or M?
J and M, yes
When was the last time you were sick?
im not sure
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
yeah
Do people ever mistake you for being a different race?
no
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
noo
Does a kiss make you feel better?
sure
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
nope
Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before.
What did you do today?
woke up, drank coffee, computer, ate lunch, went out with mom, made jewelry, ate dinner, made more jewelry, computer and im here.
Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
yeah
Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
no.
Have you ever thought about your death?
Mmmhm.
Ever been in love?
No
Would you rather be in a relationship or play the field?
relationship.
Have you ever had stitches?
no.
Do you know how to use chop sticks?
no :(
When will your next kiss take place ?
s000n i hope.
Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
H&M
What is the last thing a boy gave you?
a muddafuckin wolf shirt
Where is your phone right now?
Right next to me.
How late did you stay up last night ?
1eessshh
How is life going for you right now?
good
What if you had a baby with the last person you texted?
HAHA. jdog
Will tomorrow be better than today?
probably not, but close
Has anyone ever told you you were beautiful?
yes,
Do you like the rain?
sure
Did you have a good day yesterday?
yeah
I’ll bet you miss someone right now?
pretty bad
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
hope
Have you ever taken anyone or anything for granted?
sure
Were you single on your last birthday?
yes i think
Who was the last person you kissed?
fuckin fuck
Who was the last person you took a nap with?
myself
What’s bugging you?
i'm lonely and have no one to vent to anymore.
Any plans for this weekend?
yes
Do you get stressed out easily?
eh.
What is wrong with you right now?
lonely.
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
Definitely.
Are you someone who worries too often?
yes
Are you usually a happy person?
yeah
What was your reaction to the last text you received?
you really can't give me more than 3 words. why do i even try.
Are you happy right now?
eh
Have you ever made out in your room?
sure have
Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Closed
Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
yeah
Do you get cranky when you’re hungry?
sometimes
What eye color on the opposite sex do you like the most?
brown and green
Where will you be tomorrow at this time?
in the pool, naked i hope.
When was the last time you wore black pants?
years
Do you hope your children are like you one day?
yes, but better if they even exist
Do you want to see someone this very minute?
yesss
Do you want to get married?
who knows
Do you have a best friend that is a girl?
every single one of em
Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
i dont think
i can't because it hasn't happened.
When was your last cigarette?
january
Is anyone ignoring you right now?
no.
Have you ever kissed someone named Paul or Luke?
Nope.
Do you have a bestfriend?
i have quite a few
Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
yeah
Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
future
Do you look like your mom or your dad?
dad
How long does it take you in the shower?
usually a while because my showers are usually late at night when no one can interrupt or yell at me to get out
What movie do you want to see right now?
eat pray love
Do you own a camera phone?
yeah
Who was the last person that told you they love you?
mom.
How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
who knows.
What do you wear to sleep?
tshirt and shorts
Are you easy to get along with?
yeah i think
What is your favorite time of day?
golden hour
Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
no.
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
nono
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Nooo
What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
fuze, black & green tea
Are you mad at anyone?
no.
What are you listening too?
brackett, wi by bon iver
What was the highlight of your day?
making earrings and jewelry
Last place you went besides your house?
stop and shop
Kissed anyone with the name starting with an A, T, D, S, J or M?
J and M, yes
When was the last time you were sick?
im not sure
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
yeah
Do people ever mistake you for being a different race?
no
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
noo
Does a kiss make you feel better?
sure
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
nope
Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before.
What did you do today?
woke up, drank coffee, computer, ate lunch, went out with mom, made jewelry, ate dinner, made more jewelry, computer and im here.
Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
yeah
Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
no.
Have you ever thought about your death?
Mmmhm.
Ever been in love?
No
Would you rather be in a relationship or play the field?
relationship.
Have you ever had stitches?
no.
Do you know how to use chop sticks?
no :(
When will your next kiss take place ?
s000n i hope.
Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
H&M
What is the last thing a boy gave you?
a muddafuckin wolf shirt
Where is your phone right now?
Right next to me.
How late did you stay up last night ?
1eessshh
How is life going for you right now?
good
What if you had a baby with the last person you texted?
HAHA. jdog
Will tomorrow be better than today?
probably not, but close
Has anyone ever told you you were beautiful?
yes,
Do you like the rain?
sure
Did you have a good day yesterday?
yeah
I’ll bet you miss someone right now?
pretty bad
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
hope
Have you ever taken anyone or anything for granted?
sure
Were you single on your last birthday?
yes i think
Who was the last person you kissed?
fuckin fuck
Who was the last person you took a nap with?
myself
What’s bugging you?
i'm lonely and have no one to vent to anymore.
Any plans for this weekend?
yes
Do you get stressed out easily?
eh.
What is wrong with you right now?
lonely.
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
Definitely.
Are you someone who worries too often?
yes
Are you usually a happy person?
yeah
What was your reaction to the last text you received?
you really can't give me more than 3 words. why do i even try.
Are you happy right now?
eh
Have you ever made out in your room?
sure have
Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Closed
Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
yeah
Do you get cranky when you’re hungry?
sometimes
What eye color on the opposite sex do you like the most?
brown and green
Where will you be tomorrow at this time?
in the pool, naked i hope.
When was the last time you wore black pants?
years
Do you hope your children are like you one day?
yes, but better if they even exist
Do you want to see someone this very minute?
yesss
Do you want to get married?
who knows
Do you have a best friend that is a girl?
every single one of em
Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
i dont think
001. What is Your Name? Lauren
002. How old are you? 14
003. What is the link to your website, blog, or myspace? lauren-del.tumblr.com
004. Where are you right at this moment? bedroom.
005. Choose 5 words to describe yourself sweet, fun, happy, wild, odd
006. Do you smoke? nah
007. Do you drink? nah
008. Do you swear? yes
009. Do you have low self-esteem? nyeh
010. Do you get online a lot? way too much
011. Do you like taking pictures? yes yes yes
012. Do you like to have your picture taken? no.
013. Would you ever date someone 5-10 yrs younger than you? depends
014. Would you ever date someone 5-10 yrs older than you? depends
015. Do you think you’re weird or normal? Weird
016. What do you like least about your body? hips
017. What do you like most about your body? eyes / lips
018. Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? sure
019. Do you prefer to hang out with one friend or a group of friends? group
020. Who knows the most about you? nadia, julie, deanna, mackenzie, kaitlin, sam.
021. Who do you trust the most with your secrets? i have no secrets
022. Name one person whose arms you feel safe in. Hmmmm
Have you ever?
023. Been in love? no.
024. Had your heart broken? no.
025. Spun until you were so dizzy you couldn’t walk? Yep
026. Screamed so much you lost your voice? tried
027. Done something extremely unexpected? Probably
028. Been caught doing you weren’t supposed to be doing? I guess sure.
029. Been called a tease? no.
What what what?
030. What is your biggest fear? elevators and dying unhappy.
031. What was your scariest dream? the one where i woke up on my floor, shaking and confused.
032. What was your best dream? I don’t know.
033. What is your greatest strength? resisting peer pressure hahah
034. Do you have any bad habits? yeah
035. Do you think life has been good to you so far? yeah
036. Do you have any piercings? 1 in each ear. nose soon maybe hopefully
037. What does your underwear look like? pink with watermelons, disco balls and frilly shit on them. cute
Which do you prefer?
038. Jeans or dress? Jeans
039. Pizza or pasta? Pasta(preferably cream sauce)
040. Rich or happy? happy
041. Shower or bath? bath
042. Family or friends? Friends
043. Kiss or hug? kiss
044. Bright or dark room? Bright
045. Chocolate or vanilla? Chocolate
046. Laugh out loud or chuckle quietly? laugh out loud
047. Foreign movies….dubbed or subtitled? Subtitled
Lastly?
048. Last furry thing you touched? blanket
049. Song you listened to? lump sum by bon iver
050. Last person you talked to on the phone today? nadia
051. Watched on TV? craig ferg
052. Compliment you received? "you look cute" thanks mommadukes
More random thoughts…
053. What are your first thoughts waking up? fuuuuuckkkk
054. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? seafoam green always always
055. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes / hair / smile
056. Are you too shy to ask someone out? yeah
057. Most memorable experience with a friend? too many
058. Do you believe in soulmates? yeah
059. Do you think that it’s possible your heart doesn’t give you a choice with whom it falls in love? Yes
060. What is something about you that people would be surprised to know? im not sure
061. What is one thing you’ve learned about yourself in the last year or so? never make someone a priority who only makes you an option.
002. How old are you? 14
003. What is the link to your website, blog, or myspace? lauren-del.tumblr.com
004. Where are you right at this moment? bedroom.
005. Choose 5 words to describe yourself sweet, fun, happy, wild, odd
006. Do you smoke? nah
007. Do you drink? nah
008. Do you swear? yes
009. Do you have low self-esteem? nyeh
010. Do you get online a lot? way too much
011. Do you like taking pictures? yes yes yes
012. Do you like to have your picture taken? no.
013. Would you ever date someone 5-10 yrs younger than you? depends
014. Would you ever date someone 5-10 yrs older than you? depends
015. Do you think you’re weird or normal? Weird
016. What do you like least about your body? hips
017. What do you like most about your body? eyes / lips
018. Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? sure
019. Do you prefer to hang out with one friend or a group of friends? group
020. Who knows the most about you? nadia, julie, deanna, mackenzie, kaitlin, sam.
021. Who do you trust the most with your secrets? i have no secrets
022. Name one person whose arms you feel safe in. Hmmmm
Have you ever?
023. Been in love? no.
024. Had your heart broken? no.
025. Spun until you were so dizzy you couldn’t walk? Yep
026. Screamed so much you lost your voice? tried
027. Done something extremely unexpected? Probably
028. Been caught doing you weren’t supposed to be doing? I guess sure.
029. Been called a tease? no.
What what what?
030. What is your biggest fear? elevators and dying unhappy.
031. What was your scariest dream? the one where i woke up on my floor, shaking and confused.
032. What was your best dream? I don’t know.
033. What is your greatest strength? resisting peer pressure hahah
034. Do you have any bad habits? yeah
035. Do you think life has been good to you so far? yeah
036. Do you have any piercings? 1 in each ear. nose soon maybe hopefully
037. What does your underwear look like? pink with watermelons, disco balls and frilly shit on them. cute
Which do you prefer?
038. Jeans or dress? Jeans
039. Pizza or pasta? Pasta(preferably cream sauce)
040. Rich or happy? happy
041. Shower or bath? bath
042. Family or friends? Friends
043. Kiss or hug? kiss
044. Bright or dark room? Bright
045. Chocolate or vanilla? Chocolate
046. Laugh out loud or chuckle quietly? laugh out loud
047. Foreign movies….dubbed or subtitled? Subtitled
Lastly?
048. Last furry thing you touched? blanket
049. Song you listened to? lump sum by bon iver
050. Last person you talked to on the phone today? nadia
051. Watched on TV? craig ferg
052. Compliment you received? "you look cute" thanks mommadukes
More random thoughts…
053. What are your first thoughts waking up? fuuuuuckkkk
054. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? seafoam green always always
055. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes / hair / smile
056. Are you too shy to ask someone out? yeah
057. Most memorable experience with a friend? too many
058. Do you believe in soulmates? yeah
059. Do you think that it’s possible your heart doesn’t give you a choice with whom it falls in love? Yes
060. What is something about you that people would be surprised to know? im not sure
061. What is one thing you’ve learned about yourself in the last year or so? never make someone a priority who only makes you an option.
Friday, July 23, 2010
i know these are dumb but they pass the time.
1. What is your salad dressing of choice?
italian.
2. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
twisted soul.
3. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
there is no food that i could never get sick of, even my favorite food.
4. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
cheese.
5. What do you like to put on your toast?
butter.
***********TECHNOLOGY***************
1. How many televisions are in your house?
5.
2. The color of your cell phone?
red.
3. How long would it take you to look up who invented the Rubber Band?
erm, not sure.
4. Have any idea how many Megahertz your computer has?
fuck if i know.
***************BIOLOGY******************
1. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
right.
2. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
teeth.
3. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
my bag.
4. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
nope.
************CRAZYOLOGY**************
1. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
no, because i would dread and fear it rather than embracing every other moment.
2. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
may.
3. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
oh yes
************DUMBOLOGY******************
1. How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
3 i think.
2. Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
spraypaint and park late at night.
3. Last person you talked to?
kaitlin.
4. Last person you hugged?
my mom.
**************FAVORITOLOGY****************
1. Season?
fall or spring
2. Holiday?
halloween.
3. Day of the week?
saturday.
4. Month?
october.
***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************
1. Missing someone?
sure
2. Mood?
content
3. What are you listening to?
first aid kit
4. Watching?
screen of computer
***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************
1. First place you went this morning?
the bank.
2. What's the last movie you saw?
inception
3. Do you smile often?
oh yes
***************OTHER-OLOGY*****************
1. Do you always answer your phone?
ha, noo.
2. Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
mackenzie, sam, kaitlin, nadia, julie or deanna.
3. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
green!
4. Do you own a digital camera?
yes
5. Have you ever had a pet fish?
yes
6. Favorite Christmas song(s):
it's beginning to look a lot like christmas etc etc
7. What's on your wish list for your birthday?
whatever looks gewddd
8. Can you do push ups?
no.
9. Can you do a chin up?
yus!
10. Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
excited!
11. Do you have any saved texts?
yes
12. Ever been in a car wreck?
no.
13. Do you have an accent?
noope
14. What is the last song to make you cry?
none
15. What are your plans for tonight?
jacksheeet
16. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
der is none
17. Name 3 things you bought yesterday:
naaathin
18. Have you ever been given roses?
yeah
19. Current worry?
im gunna be tired tomorrow
20. Current hate right now?
boyz
21. Met someone who changed your life?
sure
22. How will you bring in the New Year?
sumthin gewwwd
23. What song represents you?
none
24. Name three people who might complete this?
dunno
25. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
FUCKYEAH
26. Do you have any tattoos/piercings?
one in each ear
nose soonsoon
27. Does anyone love you?
sure
28. When did you last cry?
the other day
29. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
gewd shit like sugar ray
30. Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
half were friends with me before but now we're best friends and the other half is all old friends
31. Do you like pulpy orange juice?
yep
32. Do you believe angels walk among us?
nyehnyehnish
1. What is your salad dressing of choice?
italian.
2. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
twisted soul.
3. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
there is no food that i could never get sick of, even my favorite food.
4. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
cheese.
5. What do you like to put on your toast?
butter.
***********TECHNOLOGY***************
1. How many televisions are in your house?
5.
2. The color of your cell phone?
red.
3. How long would it take you to look up who invented the Rubber Band?
erm, not sure.
4. Have any idea how many Megahertz your computer has?
fuck if i know.
***************BIOLOGY******************
1. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
right.
2. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
teeth.
3. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
my bag.
4. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
nope.
************CRAZYOLOGY**************
1. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
no, because i would dread and fear it rather than embracing every other moment.
2. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
may.
3. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
oh yes
************DUMBOLOGY******************
1. How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
3 i think.
2. Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
spraypaint and park late at night.
3. Last person you talked to?
kaitlin.
4. Last person you hugged?
my mom.
**************FAVORITOLOGY****************
1. Season?
fall or spring
2. Holiday?
halloween.
3. Day of the week?
saturday.
4. Month?
october.
***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************
1. Missing someone?
sure
2. Mood?
content
3. What are you listening to?
first aid kit
4. Watching?
screen of computer
***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************
1. First place you went this morning?
the bank.
2. What's the last movie you saw?
inception
3. Do you smile often?
oh yes
***************OTHER-OLOGY*****************
1. Do you always answer your phone?
ha, noo.
2. Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
mackenzie, sam, kaitlin, nadia, julie or deanna.
3. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
green!
4. Do you own a digital camera?
yes
5. Have you ever had a pet fish?
yes
6. Favorite Christmas song(s):
it's beginning to look a lot like christmas etc etc
7. What's on your wish list for your birthday?
whatever looks gewddd
8. Can you do push ups?
no.
9. Can you do a chin up?
yus!
10. Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
excited!
11. Do you have any saved texts?
yes
12. Ever been in a car wreck?
no.
13. Do you have an accent?
noope
14. What is the last song to make you cry?
none
15. What are your plans for tonight?
jacksheeet
16. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
der is none
17. Name 3 things you bought yesterday:
naaathin
18. Have you ever been given roses?
yeah
19. Current worry?
im gunna be tired tomorrow
20. Current hate right now?
boyz
21. Met someone who changed your life?
sure
22. How will you bring in the New Year?
sumthin gewwwd
23. What song represents you?
none
24. Name three people who might complete this?
dunno
25. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
FUCKYEAH
26. Do you have any tattoos/piercings?
one in each ear
nose soonsoon
27. Does anyone love you?
sure
28. When did you last cry?
the other day
29. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
gewd shit like sugar ray
30. Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
half were friends with me before but now we're best friends and the other half is all old friends
31. Do you like pulpy orange juice?
yep
32. Do you believe angels walk among us?
nyehnyehnish
Saturday, July 17, 2010
i like riding my bike and i like bookstores. i like wearing my sunglasses and i like talking to strangers when it's just me. i like my friends and the ability they have to make me laugh. i like tea and coffee in the morning. i like waking up at 9a.m. i like going to walmart. i like my camera and i like taking pictures of everything. i like sunsets and i like watercolors. i like tim burton and i like hair colors. i like mint green and i like yellow. i like wolves and i like salty breezes. i like wasting my days and i like and i like and i like and i like.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
why do i constantly feel the need to fill that empty gaping hole inside my chest with someone of the opposite sex. i can't keep my mind in a straight line with all these beautiful boys running around giving me just a taste of what things could be like. i need to be one within myself. i don't write enough and i don't take care of myself enough. lately it's only been about the outside and quite frankly it's disgusting.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
24 March 2010
darling baby squirrels struggled for their life.
i watched and i cried and cried and cried.
change is coming.
i watched and i cried and cried and cried.
change is coming.
Monday, March 22, 2010
i suppose none of it matters, but at the same time, it matters so much. to know who one is. to know their morals, beliefs, personality. i was my own person for the longest time, until i wasn't. i discovered others and i wanted to be just like them. i admired it all. so i changed. i ripped myself apart and i changed. now left with nothing of myself, i sit here. alone, cold and scared. where do i go from here? how do i find myself? someone once told me that if i stop trying, i will just shine through everything. maybe i am myself and it's just the mind of society who throws these irrational ideas into my gullible brain. either way..where do i go from here?
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Is it raining really hard where you are right now?
i almost wish it were.
What was the last unexpected hug you gave/received?
the other day, katie randomly hugged me.
Who was the last person you held hands with?
haha, kaitlin. we were scared when in the college.
Have you ever been in a parade before? If so, was it on TV?
no, no.
What was the last amusement park ride you went on?
superman at six flags.
Do you have a fear of rollercoasters? If so, were you ever forced to go on one? If you don't, what is your favorite rollercoaster?
nope, semi forced, semi willing. i quite enjoyed the superman at six flags.
Post a picture of you from a recent time.
Who was the last person to give you some of their food?
mackenzie.
Does anyone in your family work on the weekends?
ralph?
The last person you met, what was your first impression of them?
i don't remember who the last person i met was..
When was the last time you felt left out? When was the last time you felt like you left someone out?
i feel that way alot, friday.
Do you have to wash your hair everyday because it gets really oily?
hellno.
it's a miracle if it gets washed 3 times a week.
Who was the last person to give you a compliment?
i don't know.
If you have a crush, when was the last time you talked to them?
i don't.
Has a friend of yours recently gotten out of a relationship? If so, are they handling it well or are they being really depressive/annoying about it?
no one really has.
Who was the last person you told a secret to?
i don't have many secrets.
What is a song that can describe your life right now?
i don't know
Have you ever been on a Ferris wheel that had swinging cages/gondolas?
yeah!
Do you know anyone who has a birthday today?
no
What elementary school did you go to?
holy trinity.
Favorite holiday:
halloween
Do you need to do laundry right now?
momma does
Do you ever drink your cans of soda with a straw?
why not.
What was your last doctor’s visit for?
for my eye probably.
Celeb female crush? Even if you're a straight girl, just pick!
sierra kusterbeck, & lights.
What movie do you wish you starred in?
alice in wonderland.
What is the best class/subject you have ever taken?
art / glass.
Pick a number between one - ten?
10.
What is the wallpaper on your phone?
a wolf.
Favorite Power Ranger?
i don't know.
Do you still make forts?
yep.
Favorite Disney movie?
i don't know.
Nerf-guns: Yay or nay?
yay
Any weird phobias?
elevators.
One of your most embarrassing moments?
i feel silly about all sorts of things.
If you could be a dinosaur for a day, which one?
velociraptor.
mostly because my brother would pretend to be one and chase me around.
Tell me a secret.
no.
What did your mom name you?:
lauren elisabeth delia.
Which do you like better? Green tea or sweet tea?:
green
Do you think that it's annoying when people keep calling you over and over again when you purposely didn't answer the phone the first time they called?:
yes. and this happened today.
the child called 9 times. 9 damn times.
From where do you hail?:
tiny galaxies.
If you were going to be eaten by a baleen whale tomorrow and you knew about it what would you bring?:
my camera and some cheez its.
What would you do if you met your favorite celebrity?:
shia labeouf? i would die.
When annoying people on AIM IM do you tell them that you will be right back and never come back?:
no, i just do not answer.
Don't you think the opening ceremonies for the Olympics are the most boring thing in the world?:
i have never watched the olympics.
Do you ever think about the possibility of your school having a shooting, like The Columbine High School Massacre:
ofcourse.
In your head do you ever say "If you can read my mind clap twice" to see if anyone is reading your mind?:
no! but i really want to do that now!
How many bedrooms are in your house?
4 bedrooms.
Do you chew your nails?
i can't anymore.
When you yawn does your throat make a sound at the end?
sometimes, and it sounds so weird and i get embaressed.
Do you have wood, carpet or tiling in your room?
carpet. GAG ME.
What's a word you say more than 20 times a day?
poop.
Have you ever shaved your arms?
no.
Is your second toe longer than your big toe?
no, thank god.
What religion are you?
currently, i don't know.
Do you like banana peppers?
uhh i don't remember ever trying one?
Have you ever been on a cruise?
yes.
What is your favorite dessert?
every dessert that doesnt have fruit in it (besides some strawberry things)
What style are you (country, scene, prep, skater, black)?
i honestly don't fit in any i don't think..
Is there food over 3 years old in your freezer?
lord, no.
On a laptop, do you use the keypad or a regular mouse?
mouse.
Can you drive?
no
Have you ever broken the law?
today. like a boss.
When was the last time you said no?
up there ^^^^
Who is the last person you smiled at?
my mom.
Do you ever forget to wash your feet in the shower?
no? haha
What is the most played song on your iPod?
i don't even knkow
What's your favorite board game?
scattegories!
Do you have long or short fingers?
normal length. fat though.
Can you type fast?
i guess.
Do you like Hawaiian Punch?
yep
Would you consider yourself funny?
no. i'm only funny when i say gross things.
i am ashamed. hah.
Who is the prettiest person you know personally?
kaitlin.
she's so natural and unique.
The funniest?
julie
Best dressed?
all my friends.
Ugliest?
none.
When is the last time you cried?
recently. over nothing. literally. i hate being a woman sometimes.
Do you have any freckles?
3 on each cheek.
What makes you mad?
girls.
Did you like this survey?
i suppose.
i almost wish it were.
What was the last unexpected hug you gave/received?
the other day, katie randomly hugged me.
Who was the last person you held hands with?
haha, kaitlin. we were scared when in the college.
Have you ever been in a parade before? If so, was it on TV?
no, no.
What was the last amusement park ride you went on?
superman at six flags.
Do you have a fear of rollercoasters? If so, were you ever forced to go on one? If you don't, what is your favorite rollercoaster?
nope, semi forced, semi willing. i quite enjoyed the superman at six flags.
Post a picture of you from a recent time.
Who was the last person to give you some of their food?
mackenzie.
Does anyone in your family work on the weekends?
ralph?
The last person you met, what was your first impression of them?
i don't remember who the last person i met was..
When was the last time you felt left out? When was the last time you felt like you left someone out?
i feel that way alot, friday.
Do you have to wash your hair everyday because it gets really oily?
hellno.
it's a miracle if it gets washed 3 times a week.
Who was the last person to give you a compliment?
i don't know.
If you have a crush, when was the last time you talked to them?
i don't.
Has a friend of yours recently gotten out of a relationship? If so, are they handling it well or are they being really depressive/annoying about it?
no one really has.
Who was the last person you told a secret to?
i don't have many secrets.
What is a song that can describe your life right now?
i don't know
Have you ever been on a Ferris wheel that had swinging cages/gondolas?
yeah!
Do you know anyone who has a birthday today?
no
What elementary school did you go to?
holy trinity.
Favorite holiday:
halloween
Do you need to do laundry right now?
momma does
Do you ever drink your cans of soda with a straw?
why not.
What was your last doctor’s visit for?
for my eye probably.
Celeb female crush? Even if you're a straight girl, just pick!
sierra kusterbeck, & lights.
What movie do you wish you starred in?
alice in wonderland.
What is the best class/subject you have ever taken?
art / glass.
Pick a number between one - ten?
10.
What is the wallpaper on your phone?
a wolf.
Favorite Power Ranger?
i don't know.
Do you still make forts?
yep.
Favorite Disney movie?
i don't know.
Nerf-guns: Yay or nay?
yay
Any weird phobias?
elevators.
One of your most embarrassing moments?
i feel silly about all sorts of things.
If you could be a dinosaur for a day, which one?
velociraptor.
mostly because my brother would pretend to be one and chase me around.
Tell me a secret.
no.
What did your mom name you?:
lauren elisabeth delia.
Which do you like better? Green tea or sweet tea?:
green
Do you think that it's annoying when people keep calling you over and over again when you purposely didn't answer the phone the first time they called?:
yes. and this happened today.
the child called 9 times. 9 damn times.
From where do you hail?:
tiny galaxies.
If you were going to be eaten by a baleen whale tomorrow and you knew about it what would you bring?:
my camera and some cheez its.
What would you do if you met your favorite celebrity?:
shia labeouf? i would die.
When annoying people on AIM IM do you tell them that you will be right back and never come back?:
no, i just do not answer.
Don't you think the opening ceremonies for the Olympics are the most boring thing in the world?:
i have never watched the olympics.
Do you ever think about the possibility of your school having a shooting, like The Columbine High School Massacre:
ofcourse.
In your head do you ever say "If you can read my mind clap twice" to see if anyone is reading your mind?:
no! but i really want to do that now!
How many bedrooms are in your house?
4 bedrooms.
Do you chew your nails?
i can't anymore.
When you yawn does your throat make a sound at the end?
sometimes, and it sounds so weird and i get embaressed.
Do you have wood, carpet or tiling in your room?
carpet. GAG ME.
What's a word you say more than 20 times a day?
poop.
Have you ever shaved your arms?
no.
Is your second toe longer than your big toe?
no, thank god.
What religion are you?
currently, i don't know.
Do you like banana peppers?
uhh i don't remember ever trying one?
Have you ever been on a cruise?
yes.
What is your favorite dessert?
every dessert that doesnt have fruit in it (besides some strawberry things)
What style are you (country, scene, prep, skater, black)?
i honestly don't fit in any i don't think..
Is there food over 3 years old in your freezer?
lord, no.
On a laptop, do you use the keypad or a regular mouse?
mouse.
Can you drive?
no
Have you ever broken the law?
today. like a boss.
When was the last time you said no?
up there ^^^^
Who is the last person you smiled at?
my mom.
Do you ever forget to wash your feet in the shower?
no? haha
What is the most played song on your iPod?
i don't even knkow
What's your favorite board game?
scattegories!
Do you have long or short fingers?
normal length. fat though.
Can you type fast?
i guess.
Do you like Hawaiian Punch?
yep
Would you consider yourself funny?
no. i'm only funny when i say gross things.
i am ashamed. hah.
Who is the prettiest person you know personally?
kaitlin.
she's so natural and unique.
The funniest?
julie
Best dressed?
all my friends.
Ugliest?
none.
When is the last time you cried?
recently. over nothing. literally. i hate being a woman sometimes.
Do you have any freckles?
3 on each cheek.
What makes you mad?
girls.
Did you like this survey?
i suppose.
Describe how you feel right now in one word:
strange.
Do you still have your Christmas lights up?
in my room, yes.
Where did you get your last bruise from?
i don't really know.
probably from running into something.
Who last called you?
charlie.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
i hope not.
If you were in the hospital who would be the first to come see you?
nadia, probably.
Has anyone ever said anything that brought tears to your eyes?
yeah
Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message?
a few people :]
What song could you listen to on repeat?
re:stacks by bon iver.
What's the last thing you drank?
cranapple juice.
Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
oh yes.
Where is the furthest place you've traveled?
florida.
Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
yeah
Ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
yeah
What do you order from McDonalds?
chicken nuggets, fries, water
Last compliment you received?
something on flickr, i suppose.
Why are you confused right now?
i aiin't.
Favorite food to snack on?
whatev
What's the best concert you've ever gone to?
probably the maine last year.
Was your New Years enjoyable?
pretty solid.
What was the reason you got grounded for last?
when i was about 5, for staying up too late with the babysitter.
When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
depends.
What's the reason behind your default?
it looked cool, but now i dislike it.
What woke you up this morning?
mackenzie.
Has a boy ever asked you for advice regarding a friend of yours?
yeah
Do you wear the hood on your hoodies?
sometimes.
Do long distance relationships really work out?
for myself, probably not.
Do you have something that belongs to someone from your past?
yeah
What was the last song you downloaded?
admit it! by say anything
What's your television must see?
my life as liz / the buried life.
Who do you mostly tell everything to?
nadia, julie, mackenzie.
Do you believe in luck?
sure.
Relationship between you and the last person you texted?
great friend.
What should you really be doing right now?
this.
Nervous for anything?
everything.
What is something you really miss?
beingskinny.
How many people got your back?
i'd say roughly 5.
If someone were to tell you how they felt about you, would you listen?
sure.
What are you looking forward to this summer?
driving around with friends, picture taking, summer sun, concerts, aruba.
Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
i don't have a best friend of the opposite sex. ok.
Have you ever cried over a text?
yeah. NYEH!
Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
not really.
Last guy to call you beautiful?
my dad? cool.
What was the last thing that impressed you?
how fast i can run when i run for my life.
Do you always answer your texts?
most of the time.
What does your favorite hat look like?
it's black and droopy.
Would you ever camp out on a beach, under the stars?
yep.
Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
in my stomach? yes. literally? no. but that would nice.
What's your favorite band at the moment?
third eye blind, bon iver. yeah yeah
Is it awkward when you run into your ex?
GFKJHADFGKDSFK you have no idea.
Give me a lyric from the song you're listening to:
......
What's at the top of your wish list?
new lens.
Are you usually the comforter or the one being comforted?
comforter. i don't like to be comforted.
Have you changed in the past 6 months?
i suppose.
Ever feel alone when you're surrounded by people?
yeah
Craziest thing you've ever done on a dare?
eh i dunno.
What are you looking forward to?
summer summer.
Who have you kissed in the past month?
him. -_-
Have you ever fallen asleep on someone's shoulder?
i don't think so.
Are you currently logged into Facebook?
i think..but it's not open in my tabs.
Do you read PostSecret every Sunday?
usually on wednesdays.
Have you stayed up past 3 AM in the past week?
no
How many blankets are currently in your bedroom?
4. [heh! my dog just twitched]
Do you make your smiley faces backwards? [like this: (: ]
no. never.
Would you rather get rid of autumn or spring?
NEITHER!
Do you know what you're going to do with the rest of your life?
no!
Do you hang out with people who are younger than you?
no. i am always the baby of the groups im in.
Have you ever spilled nail polish everywhere?
it's possible
Are you more of a Hot Topic person or an Abercrombie person?
i'm more of a thrift store person.
Are you in your pajamas at the moment?
yeah
Is your birth year an odd number?
no
On Facebook, do you have people listed as your siblings who aren't really your siblings?
indeed. because i'm just that damn cliche.
Doesn't it annoy you when couples post things to each other's wall on Facebook that are all mushy and gross and NO ONE CARES?
sometimes. it really depends a.) the people and b.) my mood when i see it.
Do you ever say "FAIL" when people mess up?
i did. until everyone in the whole world did.
So what do you think about Chris Brown now?
uh.. okay.
What was the last song you had on repeat?
probably something along the lines of lil wayne.
Who is your favorite person to watch on Youtube?
versaemerge updates.
Ever kissed someone your parents hate?
nope.
What do you think about your cousins?
they're great.
What's the most you've ever read in a day?
alot.
Do you think the name Sage is for boys or girls?
i associate it with girls.
so ok.
Do you have a favorite radio station?
i despise the radio.
Do you use Sharpies often?
sure.
Did 2009 go by too fast or too slow for you?
too slow.
What's better: Capri Sun or Kool-Aid Jammers?
i don't even think i've had kool-aid jammers.
so capri sun.
What didn't you get for Christmas that you asked for?
a flip video camera.
Would you say that you've become more of a slut or less of a slut since a year ago?
less..?
hahah.
Any important firsts that happened during 2009?
probably but i don't remember.
Are you older or younger than most of your friends?
younger.
Pokemon or Yu-Gi-Oh?
pokemon duh
How often would you say you take naps?
often, recently!
Have you ever played "the game"?
sure.
What are your opinions on Kanye West?
i really do not care at all.
Does anyone you know exaggerate a lot?
sure do.
If you were to die, what song(s) would you want played at your funeral?
hmmmmm just bon iver on repeat the whole time.
Do you know what song you’d like to dance to at your wedding?
there's a lot of songs i'd like to dance to at my wedding.
Have you seen the wedding video where the people in the wedding entered the chapel dancing to Chris Brown’s “Forever”?
haha, yes
Do you have a good relationship with your mom/dad?
yep
Do you hate it when a song gets instant popularity from an iPod commercial or do you join the bandwagon and buy the song yourself?
yeah.
Are you one of those people that get nervous around babies and small children?
not nervous, but awkward. i don't like talking to them in baby voices..
Have you read The Lovely Bones? Are you excited for the movie?
i have not, but i do want to see it.
Is there a book you love so much that you’ve read it over and over again?
yeah
Do you use text lingo like ‘ur’ and ‘2’ whenever you text or instant message?
never. never ever.
Do you update your Facebook status often? When’s the last time you updated it and what did it say?
unfortunately yes. today. it said something regarding kaitlin, sam and mackenzie.
Do you try to eat healthy or do you just eat whatever you like whenever you like?
i should eat healthy..but i dont.
Do your dreams disturb you? What’s the most disturbing dream you’ve had?
they're weird. nothing really too disturbing.
What memory are you most afraid of losing?
i'm afraid that when i have kids, i'll only remember the shitty times i had, instead of the really amazing ones, and they'll think i was boring and never really lived.
strange.
Do you still have your Christmas lights up?
in my room, yes.
Where did you get your last bruise from?
i don't really know.
probably from running into something.
Who last called you?
charlie.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
i hope not.
If you were in the hospital who would be the first to come see you?
nadia, probably.
Has anyone ever said anything that brought tears to your eyes?
yeah
Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message?
a few people :]
What song could you listen to on repeat?
re:stacks by bon iver.
What's the last thing you drank?
cranapple juice.
Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
oh yes.
Where is the furthest place you've traveled?
florida.
Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
yeah
Ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
yeah
What do you order from McDonalds?
chicken nuggets, fries, water
Last compliment you received?
something on flickr, i suppose.
Why are you confused right now?
i aiin't.
Favorite food to snack on?
whatev
What's the best concert you've ever gone to?
probably the maine last year.
Was your New Years enjoyable?
pretty solid.
What was the reason you got grounded for last?
when i was about 5, for staying up too late with the babysitter.
When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
depends.
What's the reason behind your default?
it looked cool, but now i dislike it.
What woke you up this morning?
mackenzie.
Has a boy ever asked you for advice regarding a friend of yours?
yeah
Do you wear the hood on your hoodies?
sometimes.
Do long distance relationships really work out?
for myself, probably not.
Do you have something that belongs to someone from your past?
yeah
What was the last song you downloaded?
admit it! by say anything
What's your television must see?
my life as liz / the buried life.
Who do you mostly tell everything to?
nadia, julie, mackenzie.
Do you believe in luck?
sure.
Relationship between you and the last person you texted?
great friend.
What should you really be doing right now?
this.
Nervous for anything?
everything.
What is something you really miss?
beingskinny.
How many people got your back?
i'd say roughly 5.
If someone were to tell you how they felt about you, would you listen?
sure.
What are you looking forward to this summer?
driving around with friends, picture taking, summer sun, concerts, aruba.
Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
i don't have a best friend of the opposite sex. ok.
Have you ever cried over a text?
yeah. NYEH!
Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
not really.
Last guy to call you beautiful?
my dad? cool.
What was the last thing that impressed you?
how fast i can run when i run for my life.
Do you always answer your texts?
most of the time.
What does your favorite hat look like?
it's black and droopy.
Would you ever camp out on a beach, under the stars?
yep.
Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
in my stomach? yes. literally? no. but that would nice.
What's your favorite band at the moment?
third eye blind, bon iver. yeah yeah
Is it awkward when you run into your ex?
GFKJHADFGKDSFK you have no idea.
Give me a lyric from the song you're listening to:
......
What's at the top of your wish list?
new lens.
Are you usually the comforter or the one being comforted?
comforter. i don't like to be comforted.
Have you changed in the past 6 months?
i suppose.
Ever feel alone when you're surrounded by people?
yeah
Craziest thing you've ever done on a dare?
eh i dunno.
What are you looking forward to?
summer summer.
Who have you kissed in the past month?
him. -_-
Have you ever fallen asleep on someone's shoulder?
i don't think so.
Are you currently logged into Facebook?
i think..but it's not open in my tabs.
Do you read PostSecret every Sunday?
usually on wednesdays.
Have you stayed up past 3 AM in the past week?
no
How many blankets are currently in your bedroom?
4. [heh! my dog just twitched]
Do you make your smiley faces backwards? [like this: (: ]
no. never.
Would you rather get rid of autumn or spring?
NEITHER!
Do you know what you're going to do with the rest of your life?
no!
Do you hang out with people who are younger than you?
no. i am always the baby of the groups im in.
Have you ever spilled nail polish everywhere?
it's possible
Are you more of a Hot Topic person or an Abercrombie person?
i'm more of a thrift store person.
Are you in your pajamas at the moment?
yeah
Is your birth year an odd number?
no
On Facebook, do you have people listed as your siblings who aren't really your siblings?
indeed. because i'm just that damn cliche.
Doesn't it annoy you when couples post things to each other's wall on Facebook that are all mushy and gross and NO ONE CARES?
sometimes. it really depends a.) the people and b.) my mood when i see it.
Do you ever say "FAIL" when people mess up?
i did. until everyone in the whole world did.
So what do you think about Chris Brown now?
uh.. okay.
What was the last song you had on repeat?
probably something along the lines of lil wayne.
Who is your favorite person to watch on Youtube?
versaemerge updates.
Ever kissed someone your parents hate?
nope.
What do you think about your cousins?
they're great.
What's the most you've ever read in a day?
alot.
Do you think the name Sage is for boys or girls?
i associate it with girls.
so ok.
Do you have a favorite radio station?
i despise the radio.
Do you use Sharpies often?
sure.
Did 2009 go by too fast or too slow for you?
too slow.
What's better: Capri Sun or Kool-Aid Jammers?
i don't even think i've had kool-aid jammers.
so capri sun.
What didn't you get for Christmas that you asked for?
a flip video camera.
Would you say that you've become more of a slut or less of a slut since a year ago?
less..?
hahah.
Any important firsts that happened during 2009?
probably but i don't remember.
Are you older or younger than most of your friends?
younger.
Pokemon or Yu-Gi-Oh?
pokemon duh
How often would you say you take naps?
often, recently!
Have you ever played "the game"?
sure.
What are your opinions on Kanye West?
i really do not care at all.
Does anyone you know exaggerate a lot?
sure do.
If you were to die, what song(s) would you want played at your funeral?
hmmmmm just bon iver on repeat the whole time.
Do you know what song you’d like to dance to at your wedding?
there's a lot of songs i'd like to dance to at my wedding.
Have you seen the wedding video where the people in the wedding entered the chapel dancing to Chris Brown’s “Forever”?
haha, yes
Do you have a good relationship with your mom/dad?
yep
Do you hate it when a song gets instant popularity from an iPod commercial or do you join the bandwagon and buy the song yourself?
yeah.
Are you one of those people that get nervous around babies and small children?
not nervous, but awkward. i don't like talking to them in baby voices..
Have you read The Lovely Bones? Are you excited for the movie?
i have not, but i do want to see it.
Is there a book you love so much that you’ve read it over and over again?
yeah
Do you use text lingo like ‘ur’ and ‘2’ whenever you text or instant message?
never. never ever.
Do you update your Facebook status often? When’s the last time you updated it and what did it say?
unfortunately yes. today. it said something regarding kaitlin, sam and mackenzie.
Do you try to eat healthy or do you just eat whatever you like whenever you like?
i should eat healthy..but i dont.
Do your dreams disturb you? What’s the most disturbing dream you’ve had?
they're weird. nothing really too disturbing.
What memory are you most afraid of losing?
i'm afraid that when i have kids, i'll only remember the shitty times i had, instead of the really amazing ones, and they'll think i was boring and never really lived.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
18 March 2010
looking at the sky, and watching the sunset made me realize that all my problems are incredibly small and silly.
there's bigger things to be focusing on.
there's bigger things to be focusing on.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
my hands and my feet feel dislocated.
my mind is on another planet.
my eyes, barely staying open.
i can't remember the last time.
the last time i felt a passion of someone.
a certain love.
maybe i never take a step back to realize everything i have.
maybe i need to walk away for a while to realize.
all this lust, and all this highschool business.
i despise it.
okay, i'll admit.
sometimes i enjoy it.
but it's getting old fast.
and i need strength.
i feel weak and overlooked.
no one knows my thoughts.
i can't even have a normal, well-educated, thoughtful, honest conversation with my own bestfriend.
maybe that's why i'm suffering.
i can't be honest.
i'm deeper than what everyone sees.
i wish everyone knew.
i'm done now.
goodnight.
my mind is on another planet.
my eyes, barely staying open.
i can't remember the last time.
the last time i felt a passion of someone.
a certain love.
maybe i never take a step back to realize everything i have.
maybe i need to walk away for a while to realize.
all this lust, and all this highschool business.
i despise it.
okay, i'll admit.
sometimes i enjoy it.
but it's getting old fast.
and i need strength.
i feel weak and overlooked.
no one knows my thoughts.
i can't even have a normal, well-educated, thoughtful, honest conversation with my own bestfriend.
maybe that's why i'm suffering.
i can't be honest.
i'm deeper than what everyone sees.
i wish everyone knew.
i'm done now.
goodnight.
Monday, February 15, 2010
sometimes those terrible memories come back to me when i least expect it.
i find myself hearing everything and feeling in that moment again.
it is the scariest thing.
i cry and cry and cry.
i start to think positive and how everything is okay.
but i'll never forget how i felt when i heard the news.
never.
i find myself hearing everything and feeling in that moment again.
it is the scariest thing.
i cry and cry and cry.
i start to think positive and how everything is okay.
but i'll never forget how i felt when i heard the news.
never.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
and so the cleanse begins tonight.
i feel bogged down with everything.
i want to feel light as a feather.
water will be the only thing ingested into this corpse for the time being.
i want to feel light as a feather.
water will be the only thing ingested into this corpse for the time being.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Friday, January 8, 2010
"she didn't even answer me! everyone ran away from me. i'm not a fucking animal"
i'm sorry.
i can't see you like this.
it hurts.
this is the second time i've seen someone like this.
i can't handle it.
i can't.
i can't see you like this.
it hurts.
this is the second time i've seen someone like this.
i can't handle it.
i can't.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
my head is pounding.
there are tears rolling down my cheeks.
you just don't get it?
i could be falling for you.
i am almost positive i am.
i've never cried over any guy.
you're the only one.
quit putting yourself down.
you dont deserve any of that fucking shit that people you give you.
its crap.
pure fucking crap.
you don't get that everything reminds me of you.
EVERYTHING.
my room. it smells like you.
my couch. where we shared our first kiss.
gum. the way you chew that certain kind, every time.
stop telling me how great i am. it's bullshit and i don't believe it.
just hold me and tell me you're okay. that's all i want.
there are tears rolling down my cheeks.
you just don't get it?
i could be falling for you.
i am almost positive i am.
i've never cried over any guy.
you're the only one.
quit putting yourself down.
you dont deserve any of that fucking shit that people you give you.
its crap.
pure fucking crap.
you don't get that everything reminds me of you.
EVERYTHING.
my room. it smells like you.
my couch. where we shared our first kiss.
gum. the way you chew that certain kind, every time.
stop telling me how great i am. it's bullshit and i don't believe it.
just hold me and tell me you're okay. that's all i want.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
i don't know what to do with myself anymore.
i'm unhealthy, ungrateful, and i have no idea what i want to do with my life.
i simply cannot be myself.
i am constantly being inspired by other people.
this is a bad thing for me. i need to inspire myself.
i wish i could erase thoughts of all these other people just for a little.
i can't wait for college, if i ever make it there.
there will be freedom, and responsibility.
and by that time, i'll most likely know what i am doing with myself.
it's the new year. we are 1 & 3/4 days in.
i can change.
i need to change.
i'm unhealthy, ungrateful, and i have no idea what i want to do with my life.
i simply cannot be myself.
i am constantly being inspired by other people.
this is a bad thing for me. i need to inspire myself.
i wish i could erase thoughts of all these other people just for a little.
i can't wait for college, if i ever make it there.
there will be freedom, and responsibility.
and by that time, i'll most likely know what i am doing with myself.
it's the new year. we are 1 & 3/4 days in.
i can change.
i need to change.
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