The new is in, the new is in, I'm feeling better already I've shed my skin, I've shed my skin, my head is starting to steady

i haven't been on the last few days. ive been busy. i videochatted with an ex boyfriend till 3 am. and no, i do not like him again. but i certainly do miss being best friends with him. and have been talking to a certain someone alot lately. i'm excited to see how this progresses. and what will eventually happen=)
i feel good today. i think my brother actually misses me! and it made me so extremely happy when i wrote my status on facebook as homehomehommee and he commented saying LOSER!!. it just made me so happy to see that he still cares. haha, that little thing like made my day.
so yesterday i went to the mall. that was good, i got a few shirts. nadia and i went back to my house and then drove out to her house. where we met up with deanna and julie and shannon and headed out to the morning of / goot / abel concert. it was amazing. seeing the morning of for the 3rd time:D and they just keep getting better its awesome. we met up with frankie and friends there. he's really chill. then we went back to the podporas. deanna and nadia fell asleep but me and julie stayed up watching trashy tv such as real chance at love 2. we laughed so hard. it was great.
the next day, today. i got up had breakfast watched tv with everyone. and then we all got ready and went to the high school to go through our schedules. we couldnt really do that because so much stuff was blocked off, but they said we can come back thursday or friday. although i am NOT going to freshman orientation. =P
after thaat we came home, ate more. had sundaes. and decided to work off those sundaes by playing tennis and running. that was fun until julie twisted her ankle. which i must admit was hilarious until we found out she was legit hurt. but it wasnt too bad. i came home, got yelled at. the usual.
OH MY GOODNESS. forgot to say this! my brother ralph works at adams and he met meryl streep! she came up to him and asked him where the coffee was! and he said he thought she looked like meryl streep but like didnt think of anything of it until one of his co-workers was like you just helped meryl streep. hahah. but how cool is that!? she lives in millbrook. so not to far away. so cool. like 5-6 minutes away from me.

well i guess thats all i haveto say for now. ill try and keep updated more.
AH IM WATCHING GUY FIERI(sp?) ON THE FOOD NETWORK AND HES SHOWING THE BEST FOOD OM NOMMM NOM! ah. okay im done. bye now. thanks for reading<3

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so.

today we left guy in buffalo. and we came home. it actually was better than i expected. we all cried except ralph.the child has no heart. but even guy cried. he actually hugged me too. it was a nice sister/brother moment. i have no neighbor to my room now. which is so weird. im sued to him coming home putting on the alarm and me going out to say hi and everything. i dont know. i think im going to sleep in his bed tonight though. because he has a king sized. hahah.
on a lighter note. im so excited for the upcoming months. school comes back and there is amazing concerts and holidays and fall! it's going to be grreeaaat. :D
oh p.s. guy left his camera home.. its canon something. so im considering using it a little without him knowing but im not sure. i willl be getting my d40 soon though! :)
expect pictures on flickr.
so here's me representin' buffalo:

everything looks alot more beautiful at 4 a.m.

it's here.

i am currently in the hotel in buffalo. i woke up at 3, after getting about a 1/2 hour of sleep. we packed up and got right on the road. at about 4. i couldnt sleep at all. and i dont know why. but i tried so hard. for about an hour. i gave up and started taking to my parents. my dad literally was falling asleep at the wheel. it was really scary =0 so we stopped at a rest stop. got coffee and doughnuts. got into the car and everyone slept for about 20 minutes. not me ofcourse. as the car ride went on i finally fell asleep. onto my brother might i add. i took videos too. they're really funny. when my family is nice. they're really nice. and fun. it's weird. so we arrived in buffalo. loaded alll of guy's stuff into his room. met his friends, and his roomates. his room is really cool. and then we went and got lunch. uno's. nom nom. then we just explored. and looked around. and whatnot. then we came here. i immediately hooked up my computer because i kinda cant live without it. which is bad. haha. so here's a dumb picture of me just hanging out while everyone else sleeps:

byea:D

getting worse.

sam(my brother guy's girlfriend) just left. the last time ill see her until thanksgiving.
i didn't want anyone seeing me crying so after she left i ran here.
it's so hard. she's like a sister to me. and not seeing her just makes me really sad.
i really do wish her all the best<3

last day.

it's the last day my brother guy will be home, before he goes to college. it's really sad. and im sure that ill cry as soon as i see my mom crying. but its not like i wont ever see him again. but i'll miss him.

so i just feel like putting up this picture. so here it is.

yep thats me. i have a lot of hair. okay bye for now. thanks for reading.

Tonight.

i got the most amazing formspring thing EVER.
just read it..

it literally made me cry. because of how incredibly nice it is.
i cant wait to find out who wrote it
because when i do.
i am going to give them a really big hug.
and hopefully we can be really good friends.
i also think the vegetarian part is funny.
considering how many times ive tried and failed at being one.
wellll. goodnight:)

august 25, 2009

hi! sorry i didn't write last night. i was at the podporas house. it's so nice to have them back. i went over their house yesterday and we just chilled and watched movies and played with playdo and played scary games.when i say it's so nice to have them back. i mean from poland. they went for a month. i had absolutely no life without them. well today. i went woke up and we all hung out and had french fries and bbq sauce for breakfast. my mom called and said that they could come over to swim and whatever. so we drove home. then i had an orthodontist appointment. i dont usually mind the orthodontist. but it hurts so bad right now. because i had to get new bracets on. its brutal. then we came home and watched "the poughkeepsie tapes" it wasnt scary. but it was kind-of grusom..(spelling?) although im not sure if it's real or not. then we went swimming. and i showered. we are currently waiting for pizza to come. im pretty excited. i love me some pizza. i ate so bad today though. so as soon as tomorrow comes.. i must start eating good again. haha. well i guess ill write again tonight. bye for now:)

8/23/09

hello whomever.
today was..wierd.
i stayed up to about 3 last night. and woke up around 1 in the afternoon.
as soon as i woke up everyone said they had to leave. so they did. and i took my computer into the dining room for some tv and internet. then my parents came home. we ended up watching a few scary movies and just hanging out. and everything was good. later on i got dressed and we drove to antonellas for dinner with guy(my brother), his girlfriend sam, and my other brother ralph. on the way there i mentioned that my dad said he was giving me $100 for babysitting yesterday. and basically the entire car freaked out on me. telling me that he never said that blah blah blah when i swear he did. that basically set the mood for the night because i got pretty upset. i hate when people yell. it really upsets me. every single time. i was quiet at dinner. it was really delicious though. then college was brought up and my mom started crying. i really wanted to cry too. but i knew it would be dumb if i did. then the $100 thing got brought up again. and i was yelled at AGAIN. then my mom could see that i was really upset. so then we left and when i got into the car i got extremely emotional and started crying. no one could hear or see me because it was dark. but it was just upsetting. we went to barnes and nobles. i got 2 magazines that i thought my mom was gunna buy for me..then she said no. and it just made me that much more pissed off about everything. we left and came home and here i am.
altogether it just was poopy night. other than talking to him. he has a power to make me happy even if we dont have an actual conversation.
"<3(;loveyouletsmakeplansbyebye"
when he says things like that. it makes me excited.
but im still not sure. im such an odd one.
i guess ill go now.
thanks for reading. whoever you are.
i wish you well.

hi hello

this is my first official blog on blogspot.
so i thought i'd just introduce myself.
well hey. im lauren.
i'm13. and going to be a freshman in high school this coming september.
i love photography and music with my life.
concerts are one of my very favorite things.
i have good friends who treat me great. and i really couldnt ask for more.
so here are my websites:
http://laurenade.tumblr.com/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/35886186@N03/
http://twitter.com/delcommalauren
http://dailybooth.com/laurend


im really gunna try to keep updated on this. because it's sorta like an online diary. and i enjoy that.
ithought tumblr would be like that. but its more meeting people. and reblogging and having fun. while this is more serious. and i need it.

so today. i woke up around 12. and as soon as i woke up i had to start baking desserts for a party i was going to later on. so i started on that. and the chocolate chip cookies and brownies came out suprisingly fantastic. then i got ready and we went to the neighbors for oktoberfest in august. haha. it was pretty cool. there was good food. and i babysat the whole time. this little boy jake is the most adorable thing. he calls me lulu. and calls my dad uncle ralph even though we have no relation whatsoever. i wish i could babysit him more. so i got home about an hour ago. and i am pooped. my mom said that if keith and katie dont pay me for the babysitting then they will. so im pretty excited about that. im saving up for my first dslr. a nikon d40. my brothers, actually. his is brand new. he hardly ever touches it. and he's willing to sell it to me for 325. which is AMAZING. considering it is $500 in stores. ahh. im so excited. i have $45 right now. which isnt much.. but im going to start getting alot from babysitting multiple people. and helping my mom out with things.

i've been talking to a certain person alot lately. and we flirt quite alot. and i know he likes me. and i dont want to hurt him. i think i like him too. but everything is so online. that i just dont know. and everyone keeps telling me to make up my mind because im going to hurt him. but ive been trying to make up my mind and it doesnt work. i think im going to wait until school starts and i actually get on a schedule i think its easier to have a boyfriend during school than in summer. i hope everything works out. he's so sweet. and cute. and pretty much everything that i look for.. i just dont know.

well it's time for bed. goodnight<3